Sometimes we feel so alone in the midst of a crowd, even more so while isolated. We search for something elusive, perhaps unattainable. That something that is within us, that we strive to achieve, to reach, to understand; explore, embrace and acknowledge. We get ourselves in a mind spin, a talespin; spinning out of control, yet standing still. Our minds can be wonderful tools of wisdom and learning; as well as torturous and full of anxiety.
We ourselves choose how to decipher these messages within, how to dissect complex philosophies and paradoxes. We struggle with the wonder of being good enough, or on the other hand being too much. We can either be wildly egotistical, or insufficiently humble.
The see-saw effect from this futile exercise can become dizzying and disorienting. Therefore we must focus with all our determination to sift through the flashes as they appear before us; analyzing and dispensing the finality of that particular situation, so that we may be cleared and free of it and rejoice in its release.
That is the goal, to lighten our load, to feel free and light; unburdened by the hassles and worries of this Earthly plane. There are far greater things that God has in store for us beyond what our conscious minds can conceive. We must trust and allow the greater knowing of Spirit to have our best interests always in the forefront; guiding us towards that fulfillment of self, of living purposefully on the path that God has set before us.